othelladub's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- \"From the Desert to the Sea, to All of Southern California\" Whatever happened to Mira Sorvino? I remember seeing her in "Summer of Sam." It was decent. hmm. I also heard Quentin Tarantino cheated on her ass. Apparently, they were dating and he - ... It's been nice, these past few days. one of my jobs gave me a raise. I haven't been thinking so much about women (but thinking about that fact kind of defeats the purpose) I'm ok with a friend ditching me last week. If she feels that way, the positive vibe she had for me must have been pretty shallow to begin with. I'm not blameless - I should have returned an e-mail or two - but I wasn't intentionally ignoring her, whether she believes it or not. I'm sure she doesn't care, but that bugs me. To think you can deduce my feelings from an unanswered e-mail or lack of eye contact. I've been remiss in returning mail when it came to women I was passionate about. And I've definitely had trouble with eye contact with such women. I'm a pussy, whatever. FLAKE MAN!! but I have a good heart. I'm the guy who "won't hurt" woohoo! just what I always wanted to be! ... I find myself thinking about boise. or a few months more of saving, and getting a place in OC, or northern cali. I like visiting my sister, but LA is a bit pompous for me. I do like Venice, though. what I've seen of it. it's ok. but I can't exactly move there. so huntington beach, maybe. or orange. garden grove, even. before I can start fantasizing about a life of adventure, I need to have a ceiling over my head which isn't shared by psycho-angry-butloving co-dependant "dadman" he loves me more than himself, probably - but he also frequently spews out negative reinforcement. y'know pops - I think low enough of myself as it is, I don't need your help. and I don't want to give up on Shane either. but he has a kid now, and we can't exactly up and move to boise or montana or some bumfuck place where I can get some distance and peace of mind. people don't understand - I don't care where I live, but I need a few things: clean air less pollen less sun clouds physical exertion water large supply of females between 20-40 years of age shelter a female friend with whom I can have more than sex, but less than a marriage masturbatory aides comic books (please feel free to relate any of the aforementioned items in any way you like) fellow comic book geeks =================================== a chance to read some faulkner, bukowski, dickens, george eliot, more hemingway (ugh!), and the next zadie smith tome and I need to draw like Jack Kirby for one day in my life //////////////////////////////////// Jerry Dunphy Died. The man had been around forever. He was old as hell when I was born, and a hell of a newscaster. rest in peace, J D 12:10 a.m. - 2002-05-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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