othelladub's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- no more cancer I want to love. I want to learn what it is to love. Everyone has that first, true love. In college I dated a girl who brought peace to my heart. I wish that I had been able to somehow express to her - to convey to her - how she made me feel. Time passes. And I just don't want to keep seeing patterns repeated. Maybe I'm not allowing myself to be interested in the types of women who might be interested in me. I don't want to have to change my interests, habits, or beliefs for someone to be interested. I want to improve myself. I want to change. But not for anyone else. For myself. I love myself. But I need to start proving it. 11:46 p.m. - 2002-07-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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