othelladub's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a little ditty of rocks skipping from pond to pond! pick a pond, any pond. behold a pond in the distance - the old pondwater is getting dirty. dirty!! man o mana i don't wanna go hot tubbing! i wanna learn to play chess, but not desperately i wanna kick someone in the nuts someone who's a jagoff! time has passed begrudged looking in the mirror knowing something about bristol board splitting it in half status quo mindset clogged ooh, look out! what a problem with the anger! he's so horrible! he doesn't cut people out of his life, and call them freaks when they decline his vegas hot-tubbing invites ? wha? let me be passive aggressive and punish you for slights you're completely unaware of! yeh. that's the ticket! you have no room to change course - i hold it all inside- expunge my dissatisfaction, and move on, leaving the blame resting at your feet nice and tidy! I've done nothing wrong. goldarnit! goldarnit! 2 million 40 million lunacy punctuation
:: Standing on a perch I am master of all I survey woo-hoo! you, my minions, are dumbfucks! how dare ye consider yer opinions as worthwhile as mine!! I've wasted more $$$ and 1:00-12:00 on regurgitation than ye. me knowledge is rock-solid oh yes i can thoughtfully nod with the best of 'em ---- i'm your friend you can talk to me about being depressed - hey, any time ... oh - never mind! i changed my mind. my sight's gone blind some perceived slight has gotten stuck in me behind!!
forget what i said! it's all in your head you stupid kid! shut yo' lid!
if you don't want sex and you just want friendship you must be a stalker and a freak oh yeah you must be a freak never talk to me again, boy!
your friendship's no good to me i need constant affirmation of my coolness and interest/romantic-ally
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