othelladub's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- blocked The problem with my last post: The thing is, I've committed too much raw energy to her over the past few years. I can't completely let go of it. It bothers me, and, like a lot of things, it refuses to fade away; simply adding to the detritus that composes my psychic wounds. I don't think she really wanted to hurt me, but its hard to draw another conclusion. And it just fucks with me, because I just can't understand. I know that there's something that makes her uncomfortable; something about how it was or could have been that threw her off her game. But she didn't fucking understand that all I wanted to do - all I've ever fucking wanted to do - is to be there for her. And friendship is more powerful than love. 12:27 a.m. - 2006-04-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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